I’m guilty of not thanking Him enough in the past months. I can’t even remember the last time I went to church anymore despite my mom going weekly. Right now, I have a bad mix of guilt and shame and I’m really embarrassed that I’m getting too much blessings and grace.
A few times I was able to allot proper devotion time. But after that, I failed again completely. But God never failed to answer my questions, guide me, protect me, and lead me to the right path along with everyone who I love.
Take delight in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Earlier today (this prompt is a day late, even that I can’t allot proper time it’s embarrassing), I was kind of forced to go to church. Not dragged to church, but the feeling was the same because I wasn’t motivated enough (bed was so inviting). I don’t have enough reasons to go. Not like we need any actual reasons to, but I was set not to go beforehand. I feel bad about it, but not motivated enough to tell myself that next time, I should be willing to. And just like one of my most favorite songs by Jesus Culture:
He deserves a lot more praise and worship and time than I can give. And I really need a good bump in a head and some proper discipline so I can get myself back to the right track.
So Lord, thank you, for not forgetting about your child that failed you in a lot more ways and a lot more times than any person can actually forgive.
Daily Prompt – Praise